Here I am with my paramedic colleagues in Dallas, Texas, USA ,on the rooftop of a hospital ,which was made into an emergency helicopter landing pad! Group paramedic photoI worked as a rescue paramedic in Dallas, Texas, USA and I loved my ambulance and helping people it was very exciting!.....I had met a wonderful man, and we were very much in love and on holiday in Waleshere we are in Dingle Park, and we are holding hands and so very much in loveWe love the glorious magical parks at Roundhay, Leeds , in particular the Monet Gardens , and here I am in my red Pakistani bridal clothes at our Shaadi(wedding)… Monet Gardens, Roundhay, Leeds, celebrating our wedding (and still holding hands..!)..and very much in love!… at our Nikah (Islamic wedding ceremony) sitting with my relatives. Next to me is Recorder Judge Tahir Khan QC (who gave my older daughter her first taste of honey and his blessings, and Abracadabra, no surprise … she wants to be a judge too!) and Major RezaI am very pregnant, with a baby due any day which daughter was due , sadly I was alone .a single mumwith two beautiful little babies, both girls - I had lots of shopping to do for toys and lots of things to buy that children love and enjoy !and two special little girls, my daughters need lots and lots of pretty clothes.which I enjoyed going shopping for … preparing a loving nest for both girlshere are my daughters - 11 months old and baby sis - it was this is the first time both sisters meet each other and I think it's clear big sister loves and adores her new baby sister and mummy loves them both …Me and my girls - the first day that both sisters meet each other. the happiest day of my life. but still a single mumHere are my girls. growing up more and more each day, and I am soooo lucky to have these beautiful daughters who I just love to love! … and my red velvet dress, which they love soo much (and which I still have!The girls and I, just love to dress up and here on the Muslim festival of Eid, they look very gorgeous indeed! (of course, one is a 'squirmy wormy', who loves to have fun!)and a very beautiful, angelic baby, is still taking it all …My daughter … fascinated by the Tweenies mural painted on the wall. she would get close to each character studying each one carefully and finally get to the dark purple character (on the end).. and smile and giggle! (he was her favourite!)We are on baby's first birthday, it's nap time … time for lots of cuddles … a nice bottle of milk and it looks like she is doing some hairdressing for her mummy...I love encouraging the children to play - and to find magic in simple things, like playing in the rain and splashing in puddles! She is having so much fun … she is calling her little sister to come and play and wondering … where is she?I think it looks like she is saying... I am coming as fast as I can sister … wait for me … I can't walk just yet… I am still a baby… but splashing in puddles looks like soooooo much fun…Toys and more toys and even more toys … and I think you can just see my daughters in the picture … finding some books to read …Oh look … It's mummy's house … time to get moving up those stairs … and inside to have a WONDERFUL M A G I C TIME with me!!! We miss each other sooooo much …!Christmas time, and we are all having a cuddle after putting on new clothes, and buying lots of toys! the girls and I R E A L L Y miss each other … miss loving and cuddling each other … and we could be quite sad … but when we saw each other, we smile, very loving and oh so happy …My dolly - with the biggest smile, for me! her face would light up whenever she saw me, with the biggest most special smile in the whole world!!!My lady bird, really sad, and then full of smiles, peeping and making sure it's really me!! Sometimes, she would miss me sooo much … she could not believe her eyes when she saw her!It did not matter how far we were from each other, we love each other even more: Girls, happy and squealing with excitemen, and ready to jump out of the car, into my waiting arms...My little Picasso, looking very pleased with a job well don! my girls and I packed a lot of love into a little bit of time to make sure it was pure magic time!!!!!Here are Picasso and Monet hard at work with paint, glitter and glue creating more masterpieces!My kids in traditional Thailand dresses which I bought for the girls from the city of Bangkok in Thailand, especially for their birthday... and these two girls are soooo loved and soooo very lucky, with birthdays 3 weeks apart, they each get to have presents at each celebration, two lots of birthdays!!! Here they are, busy unwrapping everything from me!!!Here are the girls with me, posing like movie queens!!! It took all of my efforts to smile and to keep these little girls smiling... they would get sooo sad when they had to go away and so did I.playing dress up with my dupatta (scarf)... sometimes, it would break my heart when my daughters would cling to something, like this scarf to keep a reminder close to them of me...if only they knew they had the biggest piece of me - my WHOLE heart and they still do x xMy daughter's birthday, and a special Dolly Mixtures Cake, and both girls are far more interested in cutting the cake, then eating it!Another daughter's birthday, with a Walt Disney Princesses cake, sharing a special joke with me and little sister with her camera ready, say cheese!!!Even dressed like fairy Princesses, they are busy creating more art masterpieces!On the eve of birthday, both girls again unwrapping lots of toys, lucky girls!!!Princesses (birthday girls), looking very glamorous indeed, with me - their Princess Mummy - (of course!!!)